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The golden egg — and why I had to put it back
A golden egg glowing beside a palm tree on a Bora Bora beach

It was Easter morning in Bora Bora. The kind of morning that already feels magical before anything even happens. The ocean was calm, the sand was soft, and the hotel was setting up a big Easter egg hunt right on the beach for all the guests.

My sister and I got to be part of it because my dad was the hotel manager.

I remember holding my little basket so tightly, just waiting for it to start. I was so excited. Like this was going to be my moment.

And then it began.

Kids took off running everywhere — and I just couldn't find anything. I'd walk a little, stop, look around. Nothing. Meanwhile, kids were running past me with eggs spilling out of their baskets. Laughing, excited, already full.

I could feel that quiet kind of sadness starting to creep in. The kind where you don't want to cry, but you can feel it sitting in your chest.

My nanny was helping me look, trying to point things out, but after what felt like forever I looked down and saw barely anything. Just a few eggs sitting at the bottom of my basket.

"I remember thinking, okay… maybe I'm just not going to find any. Like that moment where you kind of give up, but you don't say it out loud."

And then I saw it.

Sitting by a palm tree, almost glowing in the sun — a shiny gold egg.

I can still picture it so clearly.

Everything shifted in that second. My heart started racing, I ran to it, picked it up, and it was like this instant wave of relief and excitement all at once. It didn't matter anymore how many eggs I had. I had the golden egg. The one. The biggest prize. The one everyone wanted.

I remember thinking — I won.

And more than anything, I wanted everyone to know. I wanted to walk around holding it, I wanted the other kids to see, I wanted that feeling of finally being the one who found it.

So I ran to my dad, so excited to show him.

"And I'll never forget his face. He wasn't excited. He looked… worried."

And then he told me I couldn't keep it. That I had to put it back so another child could find it.

I don't think I even fully understood what he was saying at first. Like — what do you mean I have to put it back? I found it. It was mine.

And then it hit me. And I was crushed.

Not even about the prize. He told me he'd get me something bigger later, anything I wanted. But that didn't matter to me at all. I didn't want a different prize. I wanted that moment. I wanted to be the girl who found the golden egg.

I remember feeling so angry. So hurt. Like something had been taken away from me that I had just earned. And I had to walk back and put it right back where I found it. And just leave it there.

I stayed mad at him the rest of the day. I couldn't shake it.

Because as a little girl, there was no understanding fairness or appearances or what it looked like to the guests. There was only — I found it. And now I don't get to have it.

"Years later, I completely understand. Of course he couldn't let the hotel manager's daughter be the one who found the golden egg. Of course that wouldn't have looked right."

But that little girl on the beach that morning? She didn't understand any of that.

She just knew she finally had her moment — and had to give it back.

AR
Alex R.
Sharing the moments that shaped me — hoping they might shape someone else too.

"Every life has a story worth telling. Yours might be exactly what someone needs today."